Sunday, August 30, 2009

No words...

"The Lord takes away many, even in infancy, that they may escape the envy of man and the sorrows and evils of the world. They are too pure, too lovely, to live on earth. Therefore, if rightly considered, instead of mourning, we have reason to rejoice as they are delivered from evil and we shall soon have them again."
(Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith, pp.196-197)

I have no words to express how much love we have experienced from friends, family and strangers. I have received blog comments and emails that have warmed my heart. It's a great feeling to know that when others are saying that their thoughts and prayers are with us...they really are. I wish I could give each one of you a hug to tell you how you have helped us. I have been amazed at how many of you that I have never met took the time to share your own experiences or condolences with me.

We are doing better, although we have our "moments", days are getting better. I am humbled by all the kind words you have said to us and I am trying hard to become those things that you think I am.

I have this sitting in my home...
Truer words were never spoken! We have received tearful phone calls, flowers, gifts, baked goods and dinners, it's been overwhelming. If I did not have great friends, I would crumble. Thank you all so much, I love you.


There is a temporary marker on Elizabeth's grave site. The permanent will be placed in a couple months...
Here is the beautiful dress that she was buried in...

Before we left Virginia we sent messages to Heaven for our Elizabeth...

Tanner...
Logan (the 'B' is for 'Baby')...
Chase...


"...that the mother who laid her little child, being deprived of the privilege and satisfaction of raising it up to manhood or womanhood would, after the resurrection, have all the joy, satisfaction, and pleasure, and even more than it would have been possible to have in mortality, in seeing her child grow to the full measure of the stature of [her] spirit..."
(as quoted in Gospel Doctrine, p. 454).



18 comments:

Cheri said...

Bravo for doing the balloon thing with your kids. I had someone tell me to try this after a month or so...and now every time one of my children has a balloon they won't hold onto it for more than 10 seconds. They "yell up to Macie in heaven" that they're sending her a balloon.

My husband posted that quote (the first one on your post) on our blog right after our baby died as well. What sweet words for such a hard time.

You're right...the days get easier. Good luck to you.

Kim said...

I love that quote at the top of your post, and thought of it as I was thinking of you and your family...but did not remember where I'd seen it or exactly how amazing that promise truly is. I am so glad you found it. She truly must be so precious and perfect. I thought of this phrase from Mosiah 3:19 this week and you came to my mind as someone who is an example of this: "willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him (her)..." thank you for your faithfulness throughout this deeply painful trial; what an inspiration you have provided to me. :) I am so sad you that are having to feel this heartache. :*(

The John Hollingshaus Family said...

Celeste,

What is your e-mail?

Carrie Dixon Hollingshaus
hollingshausc@yahoo.com

I love ya!

Heather said...

Celeste,
I know I've told you already, but you and your sweet family have been on my mind and in my prayers constantly. Thank you for being so willing to share your testimony and strength with everyone. You are a great example to me.

Heather

betsey said...

What a sweet balloon send off for Darling Baby Elizabeth. I love those quotes and am so grateful for those promises. The Lord loves us all so much and is so merciful to us during our trials. I feel so much gratitude for you and your family, you guys have been such WONDERFUL examples to me and have helped strengthen my testimony in the Lord's tenderness and mercy. Lots of love and prayers :)

Stephanie said...

You are amazing! Keep at it! Love you!

courtney said...

oh celeste, i just checked you blog & i was devastated to hear your news. i'm so sorry. you will be in my prayers and my heart is with you. i loved your husband's post about you. it was beautiful & so true. with all your trials you've faced i know that you are closer to heaven. i pray his spirit is with you to hold you up. please know that you have far away friends who love you & think of you. and thank-you for sharing your experience with us, it strengthens us all. i love you and wish i could see you to give you a big hug. love, courtney

Lindsay said...

Just wanted you to know another far-away friend is praying and crying for you too. I'm so sorry for all you've gone through the past couple weeks. It takes an incredibly strong person (and family) to carry on in the manner you have with your attitude and insight. You are in inspiration Celeste!

Life these days...... said...

Love you soooo much! Times like these i really wish u were closer. I need you....and i know u need me dang it! miss you and love you celeste!

Julie T. said...

I read your blog last night, but I was at a loss for words. I have been thinking about you often since then and just had to tell you how amazing I think you are. There are not many women that have the strength you have. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Julie

Perry Family said...

Those quotes give so much comfort! Thank you for sharing them! I'm so glad to hear that things are getting better. What a beautiful dress she was laid to rest in, I love it. Thank goodness for the temple sealing, you know she is yours forever. Still thinking lots about you and hope you still find peace and comfort during the difficult moments. Love to you and Jake,
Stacy

Molly Bice-Jackson said...

I'm so sorry. I found you through the Haddock's blog. I also lost my little girl last summer. I hope the spirit is carrying you through some how. I am crying with you right now. My heart breaks with you. I'm just so sorry.

Katie Anderson said...

Celeste-

I wish I could give you a big hug right now. You are going through such a trying time and yet, you are giving all of us a lesson in the peace of our Heavenly Father's plan for us. I think of you often and know that you are in our prayers. We love you guys and miss you!

Katie

kale said...

Ciao! cara, Celeste! é bellisimo, tutto lo che hai detto, Ho pianto quando lo ho guardato, mi piacerebe essere la tua vicina, per potere, darti un abracio forte forte!, per che tu sei UNA BRAVISIMA DONNA,GRANDE MAMA! SEI UNA DONNA DA DIO!Anche hai, 3 Bellisime BAMBINI! LA SUA VITTA É BENEDETTA, SOLTANTO PER STARE TUTTI INSIEME! UN ABRACIO PER TUTTI!
MARILYN

Tia said...

I don't know how you guys do it, you are such an inspiration to me. I love you you both so much. My heart still breaks as I look at those pictures. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always...big hugs from us.

Patty said...

What a sweet thing!! You guys are the most beautiful family and example to me... You're in our prayers and hearts for sure and I wish I could be close to help somehow... Love ya.

Andrea said...

Celeste- Thank you for remembering my birthday! That means so much. I've been thinking a lot about you since Nate told me two days ago. I am so sorry. I just finished reading your blog and I'm totally bawling. I wish I could do something. Please know you will be in our prayers. I will try calling you a in a few days but don't feel any pressure to answer if you don't want to talk about it. I can't imagine how hard it must be. If anyone can make it through this though, it is you. Love you! Andrea

Laine said...

Celeste, I found your blog through Angela Haddock's facebook. May my tears relieve you of a small portion of the pain you feel. And May our Heavenly Father watch over, strength and comfort you. A long distance "sister", Elaine

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